Realizing that this will be my last journal for my senior year makes me really nervous about graduating and starting the next chapter in my life. I can remember when I was a freshman as if it was just yesterday. It’s crazy how the school year has gone by so quick. Lately, I’ve been thinking about what I’m going to do after I walk down the field to get my diploma and how relieved I will feel knowing I just completed this stage in life. The only thing that has me worried and stressed out is my senior exit interview which is March 17th. I’m stressing over this for two reasons, I don’t speak well in front of people and the fact that I get very nervous to the point where I feel like I’m going to have a panic attack.
Some preparations I have taken are; applying to the college I want to go to, completing the FAFSA and Cal Grant, and packing everything to move to Humboldt. Along the way of moving to Humboldt I think I’m going make a slight change of plans to help my sister take care of her kids. I still need to finish this semester strong and make sure that I’m packed and ready to leave after graduation. As for a job after high school, I will be helping my sister with her photography business as soon as I get to Humboldt. What I am mostly looking forward to is moving and going big in life. I’m excited the most about seeing my nephews and finally meeting my niece for the first time. I also can’t wait to see the looks on my families faces when I can finally say “I’ve made it”. Looking back on the year I’m grateful for not only my dad and my family, but for my friends and teachers that has help motivate me to strive for the best. Without them motivating me to do my work and to stay on pace I most likely would be barely trying to catch up in all my classes. With them by my side I’m actually finishing some assignments way before the actual due date. I’m the last child to graduate out of my siblings, I can’t wait to finally see my brothers and sisters on graduation day. Just having them come and watch me get my diploma means everything to me. The only sad part about this year is that I’m leaving all my friends, especially my best friend of 12 years.
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